my tummy is feeling weird... real weird recently, guess its probably the cny food n stuffs. hai~!


shit. i'm having another insomnia spell. its 5:21am and im still awake.. not forgetting i'll be working later at around 7am. my whole clock is messed up. i just hope my life is not messed up. or is it?


read a good book recently, tuesdays with morrie. lets u look at the way of life differently, and how the society has already blinded us from alot of things. want to know more? read it. haha


well, emo spell is hitting everyone again it seems? is it contagious? its like a passing baton.. a to b.. b to c.. c to d.. and then all gets emo. -.-" i dun remember all of us having so many emo spells last time. what happened to all of us?! is it a sign telling us that something is missing in our lives? or is this what we have to face when we are reaching ORD?

if i can, can i turn back time and return to the happy four friends days? the happy days. now? i dunno. emo days?


no more emo spells for me i hope. and to one of my buddies, recover soon. we'll be there. no matter what difficulties is there or consequences u will have to face. we'll be there and help u to the best we could. even if the problem is among us. we'll try to resolve it. thats what friends are for. at least, having a person to share with u is better than keeping it alone. seeing u unhappy saddens us, as no one wants to see an unhappy u. we want a happy good old friend.