So there she goes.. to Doha for the next 3 yrs. Its kinda a mixed feelings for me. Happy for her.. yet.. i know i'll miss my toodar for at least 1/2 yr before she can fly back to sg. Anyway, this post will be dedicated to her.. (will have goosebumps for others.)
Toodar,
If I were to say I'm happy to see you board the plane, I must be joking. I thought both of us can handle the bid goodbye situation and leave on a ok note. How wrong was I. Everything had been going on fine. Preparing the stuffs, having dinner with yr family, going to airport, checking in n so on.. Its only when you enter the gates to the restricted zone that I cant go, thats where it really hit me. Hard. Even though I was supposed to be well prepared for this day, not to tear n such. I failed to do that. The moment I saw u walk through the gates, I realised that for the next 1/2 yr or so, I don't have you to style my hair.. you to hold my hand.. you to hug and listen to my 101 ways of calling toodar, you to sit close to me and chat till the cows come home.. you to accompany me when im working late.. you to kiss and love. Without U. But well, now onwards, its all emails, webcam, msn, blogs etc. Funny that we kept singing FIR's Tian Tian Ye Ye. Ha.
Ok, all those 'sad' notes aside, I would really want you to enjoy yourself over there. Explore the world and go do the things that u really wanted. But pls take note. Go easy on the Guccis and Pradas. (You know what I mean) Ha. Remember yr limit. 3 months - 1 bag. Thats what we agreed right? haha..
And well, toodar u better remember yr bf here and don't go astray. haha. I'll be always waiting for your return. We've still have loads of stuffs that we have not done yet. We may suffer for abit now, but it'll be better in the future. I Still Believe.
toodar.. the special chemistry between us can never be explained. it may seemed like a short time since we got together but its like we knew each other for a long time. ha. where were you for the past 22 yrs? regardless of how everyone out there may think, i believe in you, in myself and in this relationship. We can go the distance despite of all the concerns out there. JUNE.. Im coming..*muacks*
Toodar,
If I were to say I'm happy to see you board the plane, I must be joking. I thought both of us can handle the bid goodbye situation and leave on a ok note. How wrong was I. Everything had been going on fine. Preparing the stuffs, having dinner with yr family, going to airport, checking in n so on.. Its only when you enter the gates to the restricted zone that I cant go, thats where it really hit me. Hard. Even though I was supposed to be well prepared for this day, not to tear n such. I failed to do that. The moment I saw u walk through the gates, I realised that for the next 1/2 yr or so, I don't have you to style my hair.. you to hold my hand.. you to hug and listen to my 101 ways of calling toodar, you to sit close to me and chat till the cows come home.. you to accompany me when im working late.. you to kiss and love. Without U. But well, now onwards, its all emails, webcam, msn, blogs etc. Funny that we kept singing FIR's Tian Tian Ye Ye. Ha.
Ok, all those 'sad' notes aside, I would really want you to enjoy yourself over there. Explore the world and go do the things that u really wanted. But pls take note. Go easy on the Guccis and Pradas. (You know what I mean) Ha. Remember yr limit. 3 months - 1 bag. Thats what we agreed right? haha..
And well, toodar u better remember yr bf here and don't go astray. haha. I'll be always waiting for your return. We've still have loads of stuffs that we have not done yet. We may suffer for abit now, but it'll be better in the future. I Still Believe.
toodar.. the special chemistry between us can never be explained. it may seemed like a short time since we got together but its like we knew each other for a long time. ha. where were you for the past 22 yrs? regardless of how everyone out there may think, i believe in you, in myself and in this relationship. We can go the distance despite of all the concerns out there. JUNE.. Im coming..*muacks*
posted by Chee Mun @ 3:57 AM
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