Hey.

Don't feel really good coming to this weekend. A number of reasons actually. Been a stressful month for me with Bank exams and personal exams... at least.. well.. all is over. But. The biggest disappointment came. The last paper. History of Management Thought. I've failed my essay due to my own carelessness and writing out of point. (But hey, how says those things i wrote can be motivation factors. Must it be only that 3 guys? Maslow, McGregor and Herzburg. (anyway i did write on herzburg.. still. Damn that lecturer. Nvm. Thought i would still have some hope in passing by doing well in my exams.. which is practically my only chance of revival. Guess what? I have to really THANK the lecturer. Gave us useless tips and says that those are the qs that will likely will come out. Hey, if it's 5 out of 10 qs that came out. I'm good. But.. ZERO. Can u imagine the feeling of literally being cheated and staring at a blank piece of paper? Plus, somewhere in yr mind is just thinking. Damn. I've to take this subject again. Hai~! So I tried. Write and tried to be creative with all my might and use my best memory to guess for the correct answer. Looks like its not exactly what I thought they are. Wrong after i did a check back home. F***.
Or maybe. I can just blame myself for trusting so much on the tips and neglecting other topics. Damn me thn.

If the paper has not push me down thn this will. Right after taking the paper.. Went back home to use the com.. to my horror. DBS is retrenching 900 staff. Ha. What a time. And at a time that we relationship managers are not performing or selling at all. Not forgetting how much shit we have got into even though I am innocent. but to general public. RM? Thats it. They shout, bang table even cry. What am I suppose to do? But honestly, I really do feel for them. Its their hard earn money.. n I cant do anything to help them. I still have to break the news that this is the situation now, the best thing is to stay invested. (Luckily, no High Notes ppl have come yet.. if not..) -.-"""" So yep. Back to retrenchment. No news is out yet. Just have to see how it goes. RMs look vulnerable at this point of time. Hai~! Morale is at a low for now.

I need some motivation. Some morale booster. Fast. Have to climb my way up again. *How come i keep falling down at this time of the year? *grumbles*

To end it off in a positive mode. All bad things do come to an end too. And it has ended. Its a new week coming. Monday. Everything will be good. :) It has to. Ha.. Even economics is like that.. its a wave.. what goes down.. must come up.. it went down.. so it's time to go up. Heh.