darn. When its getting near, u just dun enjoy the time. yep. 1 month away from ord, 1/2 month away from clearing leave and im here still lost n jobless. ha. yeah. talk abt planning from way back eh? end up to nothing it seems. sent quite a number of resumes already, ok maybe not that much. probably around 4 or 5? yeah. have not sent to mediacorp though. heh.


ORD. just like another graduation. and where do i go from here? not sure dude. hate myself for that. but thn again, its not only me thats like this. Who to blame for all this? myself? ha. most ppl will blame the education system though. its the way we are being brought up. too much spoonfeeding, too little thinking. yep. its like suddenly at the age of 16, u r being forced to choose whether are u going for tertiary studies or jc. u may make a wrong choice there too. well alot do. thn after that (tertiary route), when u believe u have some knowledge and skills to go into the industry, NS calls u up and u have to stay in there for 2 yrs, not forgetting losing some skills inbetween. and when u ord, u r back to sq 1, freshie out in the industry. kinda sucky isnt it? well, it does for me. ha. yes i know, it may be some excuses. but i believe most nsf out there will be pondering abt the same thing when they are nearing ord. where will i be after this?


Life's been pretty mundane, similar stuffs week in week out. coffee, work, sleep, soccer, window-shopping, watch soccer, ktv. But its still pretty ok. :) i remember qy asking, i dun see u being desperate for a girl. ha. well, its been alright. just prob not really thinking abt a relationship now.. or rather there are no gals that im interested in. haha... talk abt picky. hahaha....


Anyway, *calculates* betting is seriously not good. markie mark. pls stop betting ok? dun wan yr bank account to drop til zero. u r like losing practically in every game. Enough!