Hai~! Caught up with work recently. Guess what I told my toodar is so true. After she left for doha, there hasn't been a day i can leave around 1830. ha. Everyday is just work til late. Am really getting abit tired of it. Shit. Not forgetting I just joined this company recently. And im complaining that much. Damn. Have a feeling that I'm not suited for this industry after all. But thn again, only time will tell me the clearer picture. I've told myself not to push it too hard. Give myself time. But well, never was there a happy note whenever my bosses see the edits. I would always end up sitting there keeping quiet, waiting to make tonnes of changes. In fact. Morale is very low at work. Probably got into the company at the wrong time. The busy schedule. Whereby I have to find out everything on my own. (Good and bad in a way). Good-> Learn it the hard way. Bad-> Cant do work thats up to boss' expectations. Well, then again. They are in this industry for so long. How can I meet their expectations so fast? Persevere. I can do it. Cant go down that easily.

Crazy day again. I think Chris, QY n me are stressed up at work sometimes that when we meet up, all the lame stuffs start coming out. (Relief stress? Ha. At least we do have a good laugh) ha. Mark had a shock today as well. Oh ya, he just came back from Australia. And he's like woah. Now we are like complaining abt our jobs every once in a while. Ha. Diff from the day he left for Australia which is like, all of us were still wondering whats next in life after NS. Ha. Well, mark, darius and ryan. Yr time will come. Soon u'll just do the same. Heh. Oh ya. QY is leaving for States tomorrow. Shiok. 1 month long holiday. Damn cool. Enjoy yr time there gal. heh. One just came back now the other is going. Ha. Taking turns?

Ah. The thought of SIA is back again. Damn. Earlier I had been telling myself to go into the media industry before stepping into other areas. Now I'm in the industry, but how can the thought of SIA be back THAT fast. (Note: No influence from gf. No worries.) I've thought abt trying for air steward back at NS days. But well, I would like to gain exp in the media world first. If I really cant make it, thn alternatives will come. Am I telling myself that already? *shrugs* Why cant I decide on certain things sometimes and be clear of what I want? Hai~!.
Ok probably I'm just venting my frustrations here. Thats y its a blog. An outlet for the stress, so that new one will come in tomorrow. haha.. Yeah. It will. And yes toodar, I wont stress myself that much. Dun worry too much over there ya? :)

Wondering how's toodar doing over there now. So far, from what I've heard from her, everything seems good. Starting her 'school' soon. Ha. Yup. Oh ya. From the pictures, her room is big and spacious.. Hmm. at least they take care of their staff. Cant forget the day when she's leaving for Doha. She was nearly sent home coz the plane was overbooked. Im like.. WHAT company is this? Giving yr staff tickets to go and yet tell some of them to return home and come back again tomorrow? Hello.. its not like they are just carry small luggages for some holiday ya know?! Anyway, she was one of those lucky few that went in the end. No need to carry all the stuffs home and do the same things again the next day. Yeah. Talking abt her. Hai. I miss her. Ya. Sometimes, a simple msg from her can make my day. Easily contented? Nah. Just... nvm. Hard to explain. K k.. before anyone complains abt goosebumps.

Ok. time to relax myself and have the correct mindset to fight another battle tomorrow. Ha. Having war at work everyday man. Heh. Ciaos.