Busy busy busy week ahead... hmm.. Later im working morning shift.. sun i took leave.. then mon to thurs i have a shoot... (took leave on wed n thurs) haha.. looks like i have alot of leave to take?
hai~! actually i wanted to save up my leave til the end of the yr.. however the stupid system wants us to clear our leave before september.. if not it'll be eaten up.. so why should i waste my other free days? (besides, im taking them to gain important experience) Hee... ok anyway.. seems like darius n lester is getting the hang of DOTA.. hahaha... i guess i have to be punished to hell for intro them such a game and we will be wasting our time/money on it. Damn.
-but then again, theres always a program called hamachi. n viola! we can play lan at home.. (use electricity bill only.. cheaper!- Hee... evil evil me.


So fast. Am I really forgetting her? or is it im just running away further... -i wonder- at times, i still do dream abt her. but when i wake up.. its just a fucked up feeling. i do miss her, but i guess its best now as it is.. both on their own journeys with different goals and target.


From the start, it was wrong,
the love between us was never strong.
distance among us is too far apart.
luck made is happened, but reality hit us hard.
i do regret for letting go,
but its the best as it shows.
a cat and rat cant be together,
what's apart remains apart forever.
I do wish u all the best,
hurt me deeply but i guess it ended with least stress.
I'm facing new challenges ahead,
affairs of the heart, I let them wait.
Goodbye, my lover.