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Life:	6.3
Mind:	5.9
Body:	8.4
Spirit:	5
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Love:	2.1
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First of all... Happy chinese new yr ppl...


Next. Nothing.


Hai~! Sometimes I think I'm overly critical of others. I should just keep my mouth shut. I talk too much, at inappropriate moments. Maybe, I shouldn't even care about all these. Maybe.
I have to control my mood too, its beginning to get out of hand.. n i know it. I may be even getting on ppl's nerves without knowing it. Saying others are getting on my nerves eh? Shit. I need some self reflection. This is getting any better isn't it?


Control.

*yawnz* just got home from err.. drinking session earlier? nah.. not really.. chilled out at roomful of blues.. nice place.. hearing the oldies and the blues by the live band. *thumbs up* chinese new yr is round the corner now.. its practically eve now.. anyway, wish everyone a happy lunar new yr! :)


washed my bike after the drinking session.. went over to marc's place.. washed two super four together.. luckily i checked my bike's coolant.. to my horror, its nearly dry! *phew* refilled water into it. n everything is fine.. though i need to check on the coolant more often now.


darius is rather weird today.. kept talking about the future.. <-- rather emo eh? hahha.. yep.. let's remain optimistic and see what lies ahead of us. Though its like we have to work to pay the bills, but well... *shrugs* we'll just see what happen yah?

Politics politics politics... now even the once happy team bravo is beginning to fall apart. Every briefing seems to be extended and for everyone to just voice out their unhappiness... where have all the fun, all the happiness gone to? I guess, all good things really do come to an end.. when it comes to personal achievements and probably selfishness? Well.. everyone has diff opinions, and will head different directions. So probably, the team has come to a point that staying together will only create more problems. Thats how its been seen recently. More issues are being raised, yet none of it is being solved... hai~! enough!


Anyway, can a person really hide his/her true feelings revealing just the mask of happiness for a long period of time? I wonder. How long can this person hide and run away? It must be a torturing path, coz i've been through the hide and run away period. It sucks but luckily I didn't stay long there. Maybe at least, I have a place to vent out everything. Maybe its better this way. Maybe. If the person happens to be you, well reveal yr true feelings. Tell yr friends when u really need them. True friends will have time for you when you really need a listening ear... This is the only way you will stand up again. Have someone to share it with you, carrying a mask is a long and lonely path. Why bother when there are friends around you? *fight yr way up again. you can do it.*


aargh, chee mun u r very LAZY. I agree with it fully. I remember seeing a drama show and there is a line saying that 'a person can have no talent, but when he uses his hard work to earn what he wants. he gets it. but when a person has the talent to do it but its lazy, then the person is as good as being useless.' Hai.. Can i be more hardworking? thinking back, maybe i do not have the talents, but if u add laziness in it, im finished. shit. im doubting abt myself. haha, low self-esteem? Maybe. 'Where has the once chee mun who put on airs gone to?' Gone to pieces. Being slammed down to earth. Haha.....

k. too many comments. time to sleep and run errands tomorrow.

Came back from the team building thing... at kukup, malaysia. actually, the whole team bonding thingy is held at this isolated golf resort. Ok maybe thats mean. but ya. we hardly see any guests there and we even spent some time running around the resort while participating in the games, still not a single soul found. Hmm.. Abandoned? Nah.. at least there are still people working there.. haha... Kinda fun actually. its a rather wet, fun and at times crazy. The first part of the day started with team-building games... Like finding some small little mahjong tile in a baby size pool, trying to pick the ping pong ball out of this pipe filled with holes, and the only way to take it out is by filling it up with water and the team members have to block every small/big holes that the pipe has. Not forgetting walking blindfolded and trying to locate the person just by his/her voice. (just to name a few games that everyone had to do..) The second part of the day is a visit to the fishing farm on a kelong. Kinda cool actually, they have BIG fishes there, puffles, turtles, spitting fishes.. etc.. And fancy walking on a wooden plank supported by floats in the open sea? Nerve wrecking. haha.


Nice day.. but then.. the sickening part of it is here. i have to sleep soon. morning shift tomorrow. arghh. hai~!

another trip across the border tomorrow.. for a team building thing... -.-" So i wont be around in sg till night time probably... err 9pm? so, sorry if im uncontactable... hai... the thing is.... i still got to work morning shift the next day.. so its kinda sucky to come back and go for work the next day... i din really wanna go overseas though... hai~! what to do... the FORCE.. haha..


anyway, just found out that marc has ORD for sometime le.. no wonder i din really see him in stn these days.. so thats the reason. haha.. but well still a super four kaki i believe. :) Oi wash bike must jio ah... haha..


oh ya! not forgetting the important scoreline. MAN UTD 1 LIVERFOOLS 0. 1 over u fools. hahhaa.... what a great time to get a goal.. and the way i've predicted it. haha.. a free-kick, followed by a ferdinand header.. n a goal at the dying moments. YES. what a way to steal yr all three points. Wooo hoo!

Sunday... Raining.. *yawnz*

sang ktv yesterday nite after my morning shift before having supper at the once usual place hougang kopitiam. still rather shaky in riding, somehow, the confidence is not there.. but well.. as time goes by, it'll be over. :)


hai~!


was just thinking whether deja vu suffs really happen... hmm.. a dream is meant to be dream.. somehow does it mean that a dream represents the future? does happen to chris i know, coz sometimes, he'll say this has happened in his dream before. does it happen to others? i wonder..


recently, had the urge to go and take my car licence.. but nah.. shall wait.. no money to take the licence... hai~! i guess i'll forgo my class 2 licence though.. dun see myself getting a bigger bike since im feeling very jittery now while riding. i may even give up riding in the future if this feeling prolongs.. Fuck. This cant be true isnt it?! -.-"


Fighter doesn't gives up easily.. im gonna win the battle i know. keep on fighting my way up. coz i am a fighter. im still fighting, with myself.

Finally the bike is done, complete with the I.U unit.. and of coz. a big hole in my pocket. Anyway, let the good things come! haha.


Yesterday nite was probably one of the worst night shift i've ever done. Well if im busy with attending to cases its still ok.. but no. I was being assigned a ward duty from early part of the night and another one till morning. Shit. didn't even get a chance to eat my dinner or consume any official ease (official rest). Not forgetting while I was doing the duty in the hospital at around five in the morning. This joker tried to do something funny. Sorry dude. I would love to arrest you for breach of peace. But sorry. im in totally no mood to make any arrest. Its yr lucky day dude. Count yr lucky stars. Haha.. (<-- as if im that garang) no la. Basically, I just ignored him. Thats all. Both of us (including my partner) are like damn tired la.. still have to listen to this joker shouting to his friends saying that, I have been in that person(accused thats with us) position. Followed by coming up to me say that 'aiyo, officer injured until like that still can work. I should insult u.' <-- at this point of time I'm like ehh? Dun try to be funny at 5am in the morning can (and pls phrase yr sentence properly coz my brain don't work at that time)?! Haha. Well, as a well behaved officer, I just smile and say calm down sir, this is a hospital. (Thats when the friends came to grab him away) Me? Ignored everything and continue to struggle to stay awake la. Its 5am Hello?!


Haha.. whatever. Its amazing, there are all types of people in this world...


*zzzzz* Think i should sleep now.. *yawnz*

Long day at work.. unlike some people who are sleeping or resting at home.. Right?
Anyway, I was being the guinea pig for the whole new patrol thingy.. was one of the lucky four from each NPC to be in this new ops team... so the four of us just cruise around between four neighbourhoods.. haha... too much of travelling does make u sick. oops.


Well anyway, yesterday's event was history. I just hope it won't happen again. No point getting angry too. Why should I? Haha.


Ohh.. there's a new pai ka in town.. n thats... *drum rolls* mr darius goh. Had done his toenail op, and he has a BIG foot now... haha... hurts aye? Ya. Not forgetting a three days MC, was too free and call me to disturb me. Thanks ah... -_-"


N ya not forgetting, out of nowhere i have a new nick of cheecheemunmun. -.-" If all the chee moon, mun chee, muah chee, chee xxx, cm, cheemunzee is not enough. Let's welcome another new nick to be added in the list. *faints*


*yawnz* im tired. maybe i shall sleep soon. hee.. pig eh?

Ok. Shifted back to blogger. Confirmed. Haha.. tagboard remains the same from xanga though..


Shit shit shit. Guess what. Met with a TP roadblock while on my way back home. Wasn't sure whether was I speeding.. Coz I din check my meter while i was on that stretch of road.. and from what i knew, the speed limit is rather low.. so.. opps. However, the TP officer didn't tell me anything about speeding so i presume i will be ok.. Well, the safe date to be sure that I'll be safe is Feb 7. (They take 2 wks to process the stuffs and send u the letter. So if by then i don't receive anything, i'll be safe.) Shit. This has to stop. My luck can't be still bad rite? Hai~! *shakes head*


Anyway, had a rather rough day today. Kept saying the wrong stuffs at the wrong time. Hai~! Can i be informed about stuffs earlier next time before it slipped off my mouth again. Maybe i should just shut up. And yes. Knew something today that i should have known long ago. I dun even know why I'm angry. Probably becoz as a close friend, I felt cheated. Yes cheated. I know there are some things that you can keep to yrslf. But, if it meant to be yrslf. Its yrslf. But hey, the gals knew it. Does that means that they are closer to u than us? Not that i have anything against them. Fuck. Call us buddies eh? But constantly lying to us. Fine. We shall not interfere any of yr matters. Should I even help u in the first place? I dun think so. I dun even know why am I angry. Its just wasting of my strength. I'm short-tempered, but u certainly hit the wrong spot at the wrong time. Dun wanna involve us eh? Then whats the use of being buddies for someone who is just revealing his mask and not himself. Think abt it. Are we your actual buddies? Or just plain happy go lucky mask friends. If no such incident happened today. Do u think u will ever tell us? No rite? Continue to lie yr way through rite? Whatever. I dun give a damn.


Arghh. Morning shift again tomorrow. Sianz. Sleeping soon. I guess. And i'll forget everything that has happened today. Just a bad day probably. Maybe.

Another Start

Ok.. now that ahmun.blogspot.com is gone..
And www.xanga.com/munsation is about to be history soon..
I have return to blogspot yet again..

*waves*