i cant believe it.. getting a pda phone can really engage u eh?
haha.. well for me at least. kept going to iphone-forum.org to check out on any new softwares, new stuffs for my phone... (luckily i have a 1gb mmc card) at this current rate of my usuage.. i wonder whether is it going to be enough... (now i know y ah tat bought a 2gb sd card).

just customised my own desktop for my phone.. woohoo.. now thats what i call my own.. hahahah.


hai~! life is damn fragile la. one of my childhood friends is warded in hospital due to a bike accident.. and there is a possibility that he cant walk forever. freaks u out eh? ya me too. especially im a rider as well... but maybe. just maybe, this is all fated. i dunno. no point arguing on who's fault or how the accident happened. there are just some things that even if we try to avoid it at the best we could, if its fated to happen, nothing can stop it. <-- sound like final destination eh? -NO. im serious.-


a view on my current life. Mess. its still in a mess eh? haha. well thats how it is. i guess nearly every nsf would rate their life in a mess now. i remembered one friend who said that when u r nearing ORD, u will go into this depressing mode whereby u'll wonder what u are going to do. how's yr future is going to shape out and so on. haha.. how true. nearly everyone in my intake is wondering what to do after ord. ok. -NEXT- (gonna skip this topic) haha.


its late.. time to sleep. enough of my complains. nitez.

Busy busy busy week ahead... hmm.. Later im working morning shift.. sun i took leave.. then mon to thurs i have a shoot... (took leave on wed n thurs) haha.. looks like i have alot of leave to take?
hai~! actually i wanted to save up my leave til the end of the yr.. however the stupid system wants us to clear our leave before september.. if not it'll be eaten up.. so why should i waste my other free days? (besides, im taking them to gain important experience) Hee... ok anyway.. seems like darius n lester is getting the hang of DOTA.. hahaha... i guess i have to be punished to hell for intro them such a game and we will be wasting our time/money on it. Damn.
-but then again, theres always a program called hamachi. n viola! we can play lan at home.. (use electricity bill only.. cheaper!- Hee... evil evil me.


So fast. Am I really forgetting her? or is it im just running away further... -i wonder- at times, i still do dream abt her. but when i wake up.. its just a fucked up feeling. i do miss her, but i guess its best now as it is.. both on their own journeys with different goals and target.


From the start, it was wrong,
the love between us was never strong.
distance among us is too far apart.
luck made is happened, but reality hit us hard.
i do regret for letting go,
but its the best as it shows.
a cat and rat cant be together,
what's apart remains apart forever.
I do wish u all the best,
hurt me deeply but i guess it ended with least stress.
I'm facing new challenges ahead,
affairs of the heart, I let them wait.
Goodbye, my lover.

i love my NEW phone... heee..... but.. have to learn alot of stuffs from my colleague. (he's probably cursing and swearing y did he intro O2, coz i kept asking him how to do this, how to install that, what if i do this n so on) -a walking manual for me- wahhahaha... sorry ah tat. hahaha.. but everything wil be sorted out soon. Hee....

its march already... have set myself to complete my portfolio during april - june period... but well. am kinda lazy to start ( i will still start eventually, its just a matter of time - just lazy now LA-). the thought of having to gather all my stuffs, borrow a laptop with dvd drive... just err... stopped me from starting. hee..

and ya. got my personal insurance secured, thanks to darius bro.. err friend? haha ya. now just going to get my mum's insurance done. she's not getting any younger.. have to get something just in case she has to pay visit to the hospital. hmm... let me see what are my other to do list...

there's still my bike's top up insurance issue (to tally both road tax and insurance to end on the same date), my bike's tank bra (which im still delaying coz it costs a bomb! may not get it eventually) err... that's basically it apart from my portfolio issue.

And yes finally the good news. Chelsea is OUT. yey. *celebrates*