Woah. Its been real tiring these few days. Spent lots of time on reading notes and memorizing stuffs, which are far worse than what i've done in school?! Never seen myself working so hard. Ha.. Well well, i still have a couple of exams coming up.. and not forgetting, i just did another today. I have 2 more tomorrow. Not easy to be an acquitision officer after all eh? hahha... The only good side is that.. those officers that are on the job now are earning decent salaries, so i really hope i can achieve that too. As for now... i have to return to study again real soon. heh.

Hmm.. been busy with toodar's stuffs as well, hee.. well well, someone's birthday is coming up.. so has been running around, looking for materials, stuffs, etc. to make the pressie. Now that its done and sent.. all i hope for that it'll reach there in one proper piece.. Pls Mr Postman, handle it with care. If not.. the presentation would be messed up! ahh. This is one thing that i dun really like abt posting. haha.. u never know what will happen to the interior when the other party receive the parcel. well. I would be disappointed if it doesnt turn out to the way i want it. Its different from giving by hand, whereby u'll handle the parcel with care till u pass to the other party? heh. Not an option for us though. so.. i'll still leave it to dear mr postman. So toodar, if the presentation of the pressie looks messy and everything is out of place. You'll know what happened. haha.. But i know u'll love the pressie. :)

Anyway, another news of my toodar, just a info for the rest though. She's graduating soon. heh. 25th Jan, its her wing day. And after that, she'll officially fly... with Qatar Airways. So yep. Very happy for her to get through the training course finally and of coz, with superb results. (she keeps scoring full marks.. spoiling the market there. hahaha...) No more stress on exams.. etc.. Its just flying and pure enjoyment. (Note: by saying that, i don't mean that its an easy job. hey, you got to read up on the plane before you fly and be tested before boarding. If you fail to get through, there'll be no flight for u. Besides, standing for long hours, weird sleeping hours.. etc. Who says its easy?)
But as for her, heh, shouldn't be a problem. haha.. all the best dar. happy flying! :)

Well, sorry to the guys if meet ups were lesser these 2 weeks. Need to seriously study for the papers daily and had to do abit of shopping around town to get stuffs. Wouldn't want you ppl to follow me blindly and run around town. So would rather search for the stuffs alone... And after that.. i'll see you guys on upcoming weekends? Yep..

*Yawnz* Damn, I have a few chapters to go through. Im back to books.

Tomorrow... or rather later.. it'll be a whole new world. a whole new experience. I'm ready. Are you?

If you are, hop on to this new world. It may be bumpy or smooth.. We'll only know when we are going through it. Let's buckle our belts and.. enjoyz.

To the money out there... CHIONG AH!

The rain was pouring outside for the whole day. I'm in office feeling jittery doing nothing. Reading books and watching mtv for half the day today. Well, and when the time is up, with little goodbyes, I bid farewell to Embassy, and maybe the media industry. It will remain as my interest. Something that will stay in me.. for the rest of my life. Its my last day there. Well, had my fairshare of stress and free periods. But, before this little passion turns to hate, its best to leave and pursue other stuffs.
I had a good time there. They are nice ppl, but somehow, I'm the evil one. Im sorry, if u guys ever know the reason. Its the nicest way to go without hurting anyone.. I just leave silently.
Personally, I felt extremely lighter today, the uncomfortable feeling in me will finally be taken off for good. I felt so relaxed. Wasn't in high spirits for the past week or so. Had problems in me and kept questioning myself. But all is well now. The load is off, finally.

Major things coming up. Plans to be made, things to be done. And one of it, is of coz my toodar's birthday. Hmm.. seems like handicraft is being applied in this one as well.. cant wait to see the end result though. But heh. Takes time. Not forgetting the one after that takes time too..

Sometimes, friends around me will ask.. How do i maintain such relationship? Or stuffs like.. how many times will the both of u see each other a year? or maybe.. Aren't U afraid that she'll turn materialistic? Well, honestly, I dunno what will happen in the future, so i bloody hell dunno how to answer some of yr questions! Ha. We're keeping it going, having our fingers crossed, with faith, patience, love and constant communication to make the impossible happen. Besides, no one believed in us anyway, so.. we're just breaking the norm? Yeap. So far, what i can say is.. its been lovely and I've no regrets or second thoughts for having her as my gf.

Anyway, hasn't been seeing the guys for awhile.. we've all been busy and the idiotic rain just doesnt stop. Isn't it? Like what everyone has said, when its raining for the whole day.. it seems gloomy.. which naturally, ppl tend to be lazy to go out and would rather stay indoors. Pretty true huh? Well, applies to me for sure. I hate to be out in the rain. (not due to riding, but will be generally lazy) ha..

Won't really be riding pretty soon, gonna go public. Time to enjoy the journey, listening to music, appreciating our local transport system. Ha.. for an impatient guy like me who's so used to getting the said location at the quickest time.. its kinda hard. But, im gonna adapt to it real soon. My bike will be used for occasions whereby im running late.. and social hangouts.

Changes. Lots of changes happening everywhere, I've made a drastic one though. Its like swinging a bat from left to right. Major switch, hopefully, for the better. :)

In times of need, I know that you are there.. Thank you for being there for me.. everytime.

Morning ppl.. Hmm.. will have to get used to these timings real soon.. Ha..

Anyway, im left with 3 days at my current company.. and these 3 days seemed so long. Probably its due to the transition period, that makes u have weird feelings sometimes. Start to think whether will this decision comes back to haunt me. (AHH. Ok i know too much thinking done.)

Damn. I always do that. Worry too much. How do I lessen my worries.. Any ideas? If u do have good suggestions tell me ya? But if u are going to say something like jump off the buildings or what thn.. save it. I still pretty like my current life, even though, its kinda messy now. Haha...
Well well, as time goes by.. it'll get sorted out. It has to. Ha.

Hmm.. met up with my pri school friends the other day, good to see them after such a long time. Its even greater that we are still 'brothers' since the day we graduated from AHPS. Even though our meet ups were like only a mere few times a year, we still enjoy the laughter, the fun, the crap, like old days. Never once we felt that we have become strangers. Ha. Thats 16 yrs of friendship.

Freak! Thats long. 16 yrs just like that. For a while, I feel old. Haha..

And now... let's wait. See what happens after 15th.

Half of me am excited, the other half am worried. Its not easy to have this mixed feelings happening together at the same time. Argh..

Ho ho. its a new year. hmm.. first post of the new yr? ha..

Anyway, am very glad that my toodar has finally fixed her wireless modem. Which simply meant that she doesn't need to spend hundreds on internet cards anymore! She can be online anytime she wants once she gets back to her hostel. Thats good news for sure coz she doesn't have to burn a hole in her pocket anymore and problems with the limit of the card wont exist. ha.. well, our conversations get cut off in an instant once the credit has ended. so ya, with this now.. no such thing will occur. haha.. (unless something like the taiwan quake happens again and everyone cant access the net or log on to msn messenger)

And ya my time at embassy is up. Ha. To be exact, next week is my last week there. Fast eh? Yup. On the 15th onwards, its something new. Well, I'll update u ppl again if im doing well there. ha. Having mixed feelings now though. But it doesnt matter anymore, going by gut feeling now. ha.

Rather lazy saturday today, doesnt really feel like heading out. Just wanna slack at home. haha.. Wait. When did i become so homely?! -.-" Oh ya, thn again, i have to do more work outs when i have time. Its been a long while since i last did such things. and hey. one of my resolutions? getting a bigger built.. more gym.. more swimming. think i shall head to the pool today. rather lazy to lift weights. hahhaa... (damn im lazy)

Okay.. its abt time too. yck swimming complex. here i come. heh.