Simple update this time..

Heh. Enjoying a longer weekend for this week, took leave today.. which entitles me to 4 rest days! yes. sat- tues. shiok. Wasted. Should have a short getaway inbetween. Ha. But well.. short getaways but no one is available.. whats the point. So yep. Just have proper rest at home.. coz next month is just a repeat of what has happened for this month. Wednesday.. the day when everything starts from zero all over again. Argh. Ha.

Didn't do anything much over the weekend as well.. These days.. Its very much work, home, work, home.. weekends will be like.. chill out, home.. Gone were the days of clubbing.. doing stupid stuffs, staying out till late etc.. Signs of getting old n too tied up with work? Heh. Probably. Shite. Life is getting boring. Ha.. Must do something to rev it up abit. Cant let it rot like this.

Hm.. on toodar. She's been busy and maxed out on her own schedule so far.. with all the flights, jetlag and little rest days, it has been draining her energy away. Each time when i do talk or see her online, she sounded very tired. This poor gal. *hugs* Well, i just hope to see her soon again. If only she has some local or nearby flights.. that'll be great.

Okie.. time for some soccer action later. ha. Playing soccer with those lads later..
Update again next time.. :)

Just as the week was coming to an end. Well, i had an early intro to friday 13th. I thought, hmm.. ok finally managed to slog my ass off to get what that botak wanted and im safe. Ha. thought i had turned the corner and concentrate on other stuffs. Well, another setback today. Accident. Fiak. I mean what the hell is happening to me? First of all, i got caught in the rain while riding home.. so i went to KK Hospital to seek for shelter. Next, i couldn't start my bike at all! Damn. Luckily Rix was somewhere near and he came over to assist me for push start. It works (luckily). So ya. Went off to have a dinner with him and to thank him as well. After that, as i was riding home.. Ya, met the accident. All the bad things just happen at the same time eh? Got stressed, felt lousy throughout the week. Finally settled and felt much better, met with an accident today. Ha. But thn, on the bright side, im god-damn-lucky. Because the accident i had was along CTE. YES CTE. I really should thank everything that i survived and only had a few minor injuries. But every vechicle is practically slow at that time. Same goes for mine as well. If I can push the blame to some other thing.. thn it'll be.. the wet surface, paint marking on the ground and the idiotic car who jammed his brakes in front of me. -.-"

Whatever. Lucky? unlucky? Depends on how we look at it. So... Ya. Another hole gonna be burn in my pocket now. Damn. What feelings do I have now, you must be thinking. The ans would be.. Surreal. Yes, like i just woke up from a nightmare. Now i just hope all good things will happen now. Bleah.

Thoughts were really running wild the moment i felt my wheel giving way along a bloody highway. -control fiak control-...-where is the car behind me-...-is he tailgating me?-...-will i be knocked?-...-how do i control this so that i would be safe- *bang* skin n metal hit the hard surface. Its a miracle how everything can cramp into my brain at that split second.

Anyway, im alright peeps. (Bandaged again though with a few muscle strains.) Well, take good care of yrslves. My accident free record in Singapore is being written off. Its a 1 now. Ha. N its the last.

I should check on my riding technique as well. I should ride slower too. (Wait. I got this when i was at slow speed. -.-") Well. You know what i meant. Ha. I'm being told that im beginning to get reckless these days. ha.. oops. Check check check. safety safety safety. Nitez.

Stress? Venting anger? Irritated? Yeah. Probably everything. Not a good day it seems, well.. hasn't been real good these few days.. Yeah. Normally around now, i would be stress on getting numbers to hit my basic comm, but no, i'm not getting stressed on that but on some other product which 1) does not give me incentives 2) i see no reason why should i focus on that product 3) i need to hit my own commission stuff. 4) now im doing it, sacrificing my time on my own targets so that i would not be forced to go work extra early and get insulted by this XX boss who use vulgarities. NB who do u think u r?!

*Pissed off* You can scold, u can nag, but never ever use vulgarities on us. If u think ur so damn good, thn bloody hell pls go get the products yrslf and dun insult us. Not to me, not to any of my colleagues, not to my team manager too. Arse.

Anyway, if u guys dun understand anything i say, its ok. its just meant to vent my anger thats all. Nitez.

All i can say today is... contradiction. Ha.

Typical Gemini.