Hey ppl.. ha. looks like I'm slowly re-activating this blog all over again. I'm surprised that there are people who has been following my blog. Thanks to those who still follow.. and sorry for the long periods whereby i went missing.. To be honest, this blog seemed really more like a complaint corner.. haha.. so i hope those ppl who still read my blog.. pls do not get too affected by the things I say.. take it as a small child whining. hahaha Probably that will be better. Heh.

Anyway, first major update to everyone.. yes. Its over. I'm single. Everything ended. After all the efforts I've put in thinking that everything will be good.. It still ended. During the time when she was based overseas and we had a LDR.. i thought that was the hardest period.. we went through it successfully.. when she was in JAL.. (stationed in Singapore) everything seem good.. there were even thoughts on settling down and all... tried to ballot for hdb.. etc. ha. well.. like they say.. all good things will come to an end. it ended. Painful but. I have to take it. Embrace changes is all i can say. A number of things I've learned from this break up.Well.. 1 main thing i know is that I have to learn to be stronger. Easier said than done but ya.. Till date.. im still trying to get my grip back to life.. I may look normal on the outside.. but inside.. it's a different story. Feelings are somehow kept in a forgotten pocket in the brain and I'm trying my best not to touch that sensitive pocket. On top of this I have to focus on one other important thing... which is obviously my exams. Hmm.. life for me so far has never been smooth sailing or pretty.. It's filled with trying periods every now and then (oh well who doesn't u must be thinking) but ya.. there are always times whereby you hit a new low point in life it seems. And when shit happens, everything would come together. How great is that. They always test me on my personal character and strength. I didn't fare well though. Heh.
Then again, i should be more optimistic and not whine on such matters anymore.. it brings me nowhere.

Sidetrack. I left my previous employment and went to another bank.. UOB. Oh well, i shouldn't say too much about it. If you read my previous post.. you will know why I do not wish to go into details on the bank.. Main thing is.. its not the bank.. its just other stuff. Heh. *SKIP*

Anyway, this post sounds pathetic. Are you ppl really reading such crap by me? Ha. Hopefully the next one would be better.. or maybe.. its just due to the fact that I'm more affected today because of the date. It was supposed to be our anniversary. Arghh. what am i doing.

K sleep. Study. exams again on Monday. Ciaos.